Have you dropped out of society? What's leading the national crises of men not trying anymore?

https://youtu.be/mbm3Llu2114?si=m3glw39drPCDy6Sm

I know the "I'm (insert any age from 17-23), it's over" mindset is cliche, and rightfully so, but it's tempting to think that way sometimes. I'm going to be 19 in a month, and while things are going ok, my life trajectory is not going in the way I want it. I want to move out soon, but my parents say I have to get better grades in college to do so. I want a steady relationship, but the one I had previously ended so poorly it's hard to get back out there. For the past number of months, I'm going to the gym consistently for the first time in my life, but that always feels like 1 step forward 2 steps back results wise. I'm ready to be independent, I don't care for many people except my friends and a few family members for the most part, but I feel trapped in my current, average, predicament for the time being. I don't want to be average, bros, and I fear living the wageslave life a lot. I know I've got lots of time to figure stuff out, but it is hard living a life you don't want to live sometimes.

>Have dream about awesome, unique video game idea never been done before
>Forget it upon waking.