this is my last message to you tubs. I have to tell you I am tired so goddamned tired of asking you to do this. don't you know that I'm out there too? that this is also my struggle? what you have to gain from this isn't just respect for yourself it's respect from me. I would absolutely murderfuck anyone who fucked with you ever. I would always stand by you and be your wingman. what the fuck are you waiting for? get out that fucking door.

these are the battle ropes. or as you and I should frame it: the final battle.

I need you to commit. don't waste my fucking time here fuckhead I need you to tell yourself the words. fucking say it. say it in the morning. say it before bed. say it the day you fucked off and ate a chocolate cake and played vidya (I do it too). I commit I commit I commit

YOU MOTHER FUCKER COMMIT

I COMMIT
I COMMIT
I COMMIT

SAY IT NOW AND SAY IT TONIGHT AND SAY IT EVERY TIME YOU FEEL DOUBT YOU WILL START AND YOU WILL FALL AND YOU WILL GET BACK INTO IT AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN THIS IS YOURS NOW AND FOREVER

I COMMIT

you will find me in the gym, at the park, training by myself or with friends. I am everywhere and I am waiting for you to cheer you the fuck on. we will flip tires, wrestle with grizzlies, climb mountains, roll boulders up hill, and eat entire pizzas together after leg day. I will ALWAYS be there for you.

I COMMITED TO YOU TUBS DON'T LET ME DOWN

I COMMIT

PUT ON YOUR HEADPHONES

WALK OUT THAT FUCKING DOOR