remember being at a night club and this girl started talking to me. we spent like a whole hour talking about philosophy, languages, history, etc. eventually her friends wanted to leave and called a taxi and she told me she would like to know me better but i just shrugged like a twat. i still remember when she was walking to the taxi how she kept looking back at me with puppy eyes over and over again. didn't even realise what she meant until years later. when i look back on my life i realise that i had at least 3 chances to prevent my inceldom but my autism prevented that