It's impossible to self-insert into a game with very well-defined characters.

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This whole arc felt like a grade schooler spat between them, which I guess was meant to be funny but it just made me sad. Ruka was clearly emotionally unwell after Aoi's death so she tried to do something utterly reckless, but Yuki clearly wasn't emotionally equipped to just, tell Ruka how she feels. Not until later at least. It all could've been avoided if Yuki just told her she doesn't want her to kill herself.