I'm 18 and tired of being left out of the party. My youth could have shined if I had friends to hang out with, but was gloomy because I didn't and coped with consuming anime and books all day. It's regretful that the "years that would define my personality" were spent by me in the worst way possible.

Now I'm a guy that's underachieving, friendless and virgin and might not even pass the entrance exame for a good uni. I hate what I have become.