Pierre just be patient it will happen.
in 2 more weeks
if not that, then in 2030. shit is kicking off.
take a break from internet if you are so stressed. find some nice place in france to go. you live in a pretty decent country if you find nice places. beach for example. i am stressed too and live in fuckin California, a state many see as literal paradise if you subtract all the negatives (the people).