26 male
full of hatred and sadness and rage and hopelessness. Not just as a transient state either. I always feel this way even if I get tired of it and try to pretend I don’t feel this way. I’ve felt this way since I was very young. I don’t really ever feel good at all and I don’t think I ever did. I don’t believe people can change or be better, and I don’t think it’s my fault that my life is this way. I hate myself and my life. I hate that I’m ugly on a genetic level. I hate that the little programs inside my cells determined that I was going to be garbage the very day I was conceived. I hate my face. I hate my stupidity. I hate my height. I hate that everyone has a better life than me. I hate that I always feel bad. I hate that the only pleasant things I feel in life are cheap and hollow, like gorging on a bag of chips at 4am. I curse my genes and my ancestors and everyone who is happy and the entire world. I’m not a real human and I never will be


does anyone actually even relate to this
anyone who’s actually a fucked up worthless piece of shit?or at least can someone at least just listen to me for a bit
what do you do when you realize you’ve lost and you can’t do anything to improve your situation??


add me: predeterminedfailure