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she doesnt want to because it would clash with the human lifestyle she wants to live + one of the many things that make her misarable is if the people shes meant to protect also regard her as a monster.

Kinda like how Cu dislikes his warp-spasm and is glad he lost that ability as a lancer, despite it even one of his strongest moves- it simply goes against his pride as a hero. And he wants to be seen and remembered as hero, not a beast