Having spent the majority of my childhood alone in my room I've grown comfortable being by myself and even require alone time when I'm around people for too long even though I like being around others. I realized it's kind of nice because it allows me to focus on myself and my own goals rather than focusing on trying to find someone to love me when I'm not 100% where I want to be yet; though if I cross paths with someone who I think is really cool and I they think I'm cool back along the way that would be really cool too