im a straight virgin but tbdesu id give gay sex a try after I lose virginity to a girl

>>81605270

basically i wanna start a business to sell video games i make and right now im building a full prototype to support multiplayer matchmaking on servers i can purchase in commercial datacenters using react js to read the server backend
since i went to a top school i understand what it takes to make a project like this and i was always someone who HATES any project which takes me more than a day
its very difficult for me to organize my thoughts in long term increments which is why i usually was better at jobs which are repetitive and do the same thing every day since i dont have to change gears or be organized
i am someone who needs to work spontaneously or i cannot do the task
i am back talking to ami again but she keeps talking to me and then not responding for more than thirty minutes which is getting old
i think she doesnt like i gamble but i dont like when she jokes about not being a virgin
if she wants me to be a stable man she better act like she wants me that way then and she isnt doing that
cause ik how she is when she is actually talking to someone cause she has been like this with me several times and she has been like that with other guys several times so if she acts like what she is doing right now is acceptable it is a complete insult to me even if i gambled away all my money and got raped eighty times as a homeless so relatively speeking im doing very well so i dont need her stupid idiotic attitude
if she isnt a virgin i wont marry her simple as since i can definitely get w a virgin or at least a woman who wont lie to me about her bodycount and string me along and i dont want her wasting my time
made some money gambling tho and make more progress on my projects when i save up two hundred thousand dollars i will buy my own land in california and then get a job and save money to meet up w whoever im still dating

i wanna buy land so i can camp on it full time and get a job and do a lot of yoga and lock my door so i dont get raped at night even tho im super slender and sexy

>>81511499
looks like a black guy who moved to israel