Im writing a philosophy book and I want to ask your opinion about this one, i think rather unique, notion of mine. The tl;dr is
>Everything is Subtance, and from the fusion / interaction of substance with other parts of itself (particles interacting, for instance), a weird kind of "pattern" or "algorithim" emerges, like the laws of physics
Here is a long paragraph trying to summerize my idea. Imagine the universe is made of one big soup called substance. Tiny things like energy, particles, and stuff too small to see. When that soup mixes itself, bumps into itself, and stirs around, patterns start to form, like ripples, shapes, or rhythms. Those patterns don’t come from a rulebook or someone writing code they just happen naturally, when stuff moves and interacts for a long time. Over time, those patterns become things like gravity, light, atoms, and even our brains. So instead of the universe following pre made rules, it makes up its own rules by just "being itself" over and over again. The rules are like routines it builds by repeating the same patterns. An algorithim that originates from the active mixture, fusion, combining parts of all substance. From this emergences the world we know and underlying it, the algorithmic structures. Such as the laws of physics, things adhere to a kind of "pattern" or "algorithmic" chain of events. The material involved such as subatomic atoms and energy constitutes substance itself, as subatomic particles and energy constitutes all known substance we know of. The process of substance interacting with itself over time appears to generate "algorithmic" like properties. An algorithm, in this view, does not preexist the universe like a cosmic blueprint. Instead, it emerges from the active fusion and interaction of all substance. From the primordial depths, where raw substance combines, collides, and folds into itself, pattern begins to form. Through these patterns, subatomic particles and fields of energy are born. The most radical potential implication of this theory is that what we call "the laws of physics" are possibly not best defined as absolute decrees, but rather they are stabilized consequences of this primal algorithim.

i cant take it anymore and am going to actually fucking kill myself very soon, i am 100% serious, i cant tolerate life anymore, not another moment. Dear god what am i supposed to do when i constantly want to die, NO excersise isnt helping, therapy made it worse, mades

>tldr the government had a secret program where they exposed children to metalic terrasacs early on in development to make them see in four dimentions
if you climbed in non Euclidean patterns as a kid you’ve already been chosen. jungle gyms are training scaffolds for hyperspatial cognition.
the reason you knew how to climb them without thinking is because your soul REMEMBERED how to climb them. After hanging upside down for 9 minutes during a solar flare in 2004, which I refer to it as “The Gymening”, I remember falling off the top bar and seeing myself from above AND below. Imagine MS Paint cubes folding into themselves.
>our perception is bound by “meat like temporal rigidity”
>jungle gym kids vibrated out of it by forming sacred flesh "lattices" [grids] with monkey bars
>kids who did “the hang, the crawl, and the spiral” unlocked access to the inward corner
>adults lose access unless they return to the Frame
>playgrounds were redesigned in 2008 to prevent dimensional reawakening