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What does it mean if I find this repulsive? Like I know I can, it is almost innate in my nature to do so by just shutting off, but I’d rather suffer than cause suffering to others even unintentionally. I’m still a shitbag, I’m narcissistic, greedy, I really don’t want to get to know you or care about you, I would be happy alone with a lot of money and never having to interact with another human again… BUT I’m genuinely trying to not be that person.