I recently discovered Tummo breathing. Between that, Qigong, meditation, chakra work (lam, vam, ram, yam, ham, om), stretching, fasting, and prayer, I think I'm unironically ready to go monk mode and seek enlightenment. I do think we live in a spiritual trap (samsara) I believe in the gnostic Christ, and I don't think I want to persue a life as a normal man seeking a woman anymore.