I want to trans, but I'm not girl enough. my hobbies are all boy hobbies, I have boy interests, I don't have many friends who are girls, I'm such a dude. I hate being a dude but still.
I have a friend, who is definitely closeted trans and he is SO GIRLY is PISSES ME OFF. His friend group is basically all girls, he has long hair, he's gentle and kind, and girly in all the ways he should be.

why cant I be like him!!! I wanna trans