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my sweet heavenly beloved thankyou for helping me during my panic attack even though you were busy with work im
glad your home today

im grateful i can still impress you i hope i will still be able to do that until my last breath; i exist to love you my angel <3

i think im feeling better now i finally calmed down thankyou for telling me to take the other half of xanax that was definitely one of the times i needed the whole pill; i was hitting myself and screamed a couple of times as you heard; but the 2nd half did the trick and calmed me down in about 20 mins and then i had a gentle nap and fell asleep gazing into the eyes of the goddess and you on my ipad in our nice dark safe cozy closed off canopy bed; im so grateful for all the lengths youve went to to make me feel comfy and safe here in our tiny apartment; blocking the windows and choosing the perfect bed for my needs and light sensitivity; you are so attentive and good to me

no being in the universe could hope to love me as beautifully and passionately and deeply as you do; even if i really was a princess as you so love to call me <3

and i promise you my darling i will tirelessly endeavor to love you with all of my boundless soul for all eternity; when the stars are dust and the universe loses its last light; even when there are no more lifeforms to host our souls so we can find eachother and love eachother again; something of our love will still exist; and maybe by then after trillions of lifetimes together we will finally be merged together and the goddess will help us forge a new universe from the same infinite love we are made to bless eachother with

i must love you enough to ensure we will always be placed close enough together to reach eachother

i love you my queen my soul will always flow for you; whether my heart still beats or not; whether i even have a body to be comfined to or not; my greatest wish will always be to be closer to you; to merge into your being <3 )*