>>127248450
Let the Flames Begin, there is nothing to do but to fight anyway
https://youtu.be/bb3jWr0n9T4?si=BR3dLIKJetAe-lH9&t=12
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u32GKcxFIOU&ab_channel=EthanWilliams

When you get depression that heavy thats all you can do you can only get used to it and master it's ups and downs. It's a fucking torture but if you have a genuine will to power you will continue to cling to life, no matter how bad it gets.