>>40211502
I like being girly. I got traumatized in my childhood for being girly as a guy. I want to be sexually desirable. I have an easier time getting along with people feeling authentic as a woman. I get to wear new clothes that make me happy. I have boobs which i always felt were missing on my chest. Im getting a vagina to fix the missing feeling on my crotch. Idk its like a yearning carved into my bones

>>81551660
thats um
heavy
thank you for writing this

>be me 18MtF
>overheard my older sister talking to a friend on speaker
>they’re scrolling through old pics or smth
>she laughs and says
>"ugh I can't even fap to her anymore since she transitioned"
>me standing in the hallway like an npc
>don’t say anything
>go back to my room
>sit on bed for like 10 mins processing whatever tf I just heard
>mixed emotions.exe

>decide to never bring it up
>next dinner she won’t look me in the eyes
>I pretend I don’t notice like nothin happened
>just want to finish my lasagna in peace please

I swear I'm into incestslop shit, I dont want that, bro what tf.
I'm telling myself that I did a great thing for her by transitioning.
Like... maybe this is what finally made her confront how weird it was to see her sibling that way lmao