>>81597463
I agree with >>81597604 anon. You have to embrace the nature of something to really love.
It may be that you hate terrible people who are women and that's OK. There are plenty of women I love but couldn't work out the relationship. Either it's on you and you can work it out, or it's on her and you leave her to stop hurting her, because you love. In the end it's all for the better.