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1 - if you don't enjoy video games that much you can try other hobbies again for a while, watch some tv series/movies or go swimming at a pool or something, if its not helping you relax you should try other stuff at least for a while and see if it makes video games more enjoyable again
2 - you're getting very stressed out by fortnite and that stress can be affecting your gameplay, which then makes you more stressed which affects your play even more. its a vicious cycle and im not sure how to fix it because it affects almost everyone who plays multiplayer vidya. playing with others helps with this because you can revive eachother or play to eachothers strengths but thats just me
3 - if you get her you can wait for a season you don't hate or a mode you don't hate as much if your hate of fortnite is kicking in longer than usual