>asl
20/m/oregon
>situation
I'm borderline, recently found out I might have low functioning autism. I've suffered from mdd for several years and it's led me to socially isolate from much of my outlets growing up as a kid, resulting in a different more nihilistic worldview than others might have been used to, being conditioned to no self love, no emotional regulation, anhedonic behavior, sh & suicidal ideations as a kid, I've never made a genuine attempt to put myself out there for others as I've seen no point to, but have done so several times through out the years in the past; and have let go even harder than the last in an effort to make some kind of genuine finding for someone with a similar mind to mine. I've always been a loner.
And have never put too much weight on other people. Especially those who couldn't read or understand me.
My only contradiction out of this is being lonely.
>looking for
Someone in my area prefferably who can deal me or give me a lasting impression who's not afraid to open me, who's not afraid to take the initiative and to reassure me in aspects of myself, a more matured indivual than me who's seen and experienced more, who's similar to me in much respect.
If you think that's you just add me. Ive waited out nights. For me there's less every year.
>Discord
noctvrnal_