>>936880268
I am a schizophrenic with psychopathic traits.
Life has been bizarre.
I do not talk to people I can classify as friends of the past, so I am kinda in the same boat, I have the option of starting up a relationship again but it does not interest me.

I advise steady and structured learning of all known and self-presented topics until you feel you are evolving and becoming something greater.

Clarity of exo-temporal strategic command capability and downward structure will to focus eventualities dictates that the nature of choice can be total for any singular entity when that command structure shifts focus inward and avoids the subordinate freedom restraint.

>>936813407
Yes, I have called upon and shown the void my interpretation of its design. In that money, it took my soul's engram unto its invisible ability to shift all things in favour of one or many and claimed my life as one of its chosen. In the absence of all things, all things are known by way of spatiotemporal indistinction; the void doth bathe in the light as the light strives to comprehend it.