>>24503800
This is me in the OP pic, and I hate it. For over a decade, I have existed in this sort of rupture but between the external and the internal. I want to believe what is said by the Wojack in the top, and at my best moments, I embody the mindset even alone and when in private, but at the end of the day, I always relapse into the worst forms of degeneracy that would literally make me lose every single one of my friends if they knew about it. The result is a state of perpetual Angst and frustration, resolutions to stop being a degenerate, but the result is always failure.

Romans 7 embodies this phenomenon in the inner life of St. Paul