>>60542369
I don't have an excuse beyond my own laziness and lack of Self-discipline. I also make above average money being a wagie retard which is just enough to kill any motivation I have to achieve more and better. I think I may have been genetically or otherwise destined to mediocrity. It is difficult to cope with being a failure stuck in a daily humiliation ritual without the courage and conviction to commit suicide. So I just plod along, waiting for the end.