The actual applied number is beyond 100

been applying endless for 13 days straight now. literally an endless loop of waking up checking my email or voicemale seeing nothing waiting for calls and then when the weekend comes cope by saying “monday will bring new job postings and then theyll call me” im actually going insane.

Yes ive changed my resume

Yes Ive Called Them

Yes Ive Emailed Them

These are entry level jobs. not even college level. some are retail some security some restaurants or fast food. some random construction work i have applied everywhere at least 6 times this month alone
all ignored not even a rejection
Lost count of how many months ive been applying. yes months. all ignored.

last job was fedex. took me months to find that job and they hired on the spot. god i wish i didn’t quit

really want a sales job but need another job first to buy stuff i need to do the sales job the best i can.

how do i not lose it and kill everyone l? feels hopeless. and makes me despise the world even more. unlike you faggots im doing everything within my power NOT to be a neet. and the universe is fucking me hard. im invisible