>>81968429
Sex is more about self-esteem than libido for me. I feel like an overgrown child for being a virgin. hearing people talk about casual sex really fucks with my head.

And from experience I get insanely attached to people sometimes, for seemingly no reason. Idk if I could just use a girl and forget about her, even if I wanted to

>>81968434
>Why cant you feel anything for a girl in rl
I feel like I have to fake my personality with anyone talk to irl, and the only girls I've related to any level have bpd

>Are you posting in the ideal partner threads on soc then atleast
I need to self-improove before I actually start searching, but from what I've heard /soc/ is no better than here