Also I'm stupid because I was thinking about how when I first grew my hair out I wanted to have the style of SteveMRE and Adam Green, and I thought last year I cut it longer than their style, and this year would be like their style, I think that's what I was thinking. But now I realize the way I cut it last year was like their style and the way I cut it this year is considerably shorter. I didn't even look at pictures of them before going to the hairdresser. I fucking hate myself right now.