how did i go from “i might like guys” in middle school to 9mo hrt like this
i wish i wasnt a troon and i wish i could pass but unfortunately im pretty much fucked out of that and im dealing with being in the worst mental state ive been in in years and on top of that im dreaming about someone who doesnt want me back and its all really starting to become too much for me to handle at this point to a concerning degree
do i just rope? i dont see a way this gets better at all. i dont think life is worth living for me either as a man or as a trans woman