A year ago I was sexting this Greek girl who larped as a nazi that I met on the 4chan dating app and she said it would be hotter if I acted more racist and misogynistic. I was confused as fuck and said "but we're both White" and she disagreed and said Greeks aren't White. I tried my best to type up some shit like "you're gonna take my White cock in that Med pussy, stupid bitch!" and lied about cumming because I wanted it to be over so fucking bad. I had lost all respect for her and no longer felt any sexual attraction. It felt like I was talking to a dog or a cat. I threw up after because of that feeling. We stopped talking after that.
This traumatized be in 3 ways: My identity as a White male who loves Greek antiquity was torn to shreds, I felt my heart ripping out of my chest as I lost all of my love, and then I felt sexually violated as I continued to feel pressured to sext her and masturbate while saying things I didn't want to.

I wanted to see more of the story but I cant stand seeing a girl in pain or doing bad drugs.