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I definitely will relapse but at least I have all my images finally destroyed so I don't have to keep compulsively looking over them. Dotting every issue or mistake. Used to think I could write them all down on notepad but with how erratic my ideas were, I don't think I could really use any of the critique I had. Just some people are born with a better sense for these things you know?

I'll keep trying because the small pinch of dopamine I get from trying to accomplish what I set out to do helps salve the depressive cycle I keep spiraling into.