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idk if this is what you meant when we spoke in here but I said it again more plain. if you mean that other one someone linked I don’t think it was me posting that. tried to keep it as flat as possible here. like i said through you just piss me off. i think that’s my fault for being crazy. but you lead me on all the time and flirt and then pretend it’s just nothing. you know you fucking do it. we talked privately and it’s all one sentence answers and it seems like you don’t even really give a shit about me WHICH IS FINE but just fucking say that. i don’t like all the sidestepping non replies and backing off after saying something that seems meaningful, i don’t like how you won’t ever compliment me, like i send you that pic and just fucking nothing? i know it’s needy but you should know that’s what i’m like and just throw me something. so many days i worried over what you thought of me and was sad or angry because i couldn’t tell what you meant when you said something and then we talk in there and it’s all just BS as if you had to say that stuff in front of everyone. i can tell you are embarrassed by me. i hope one day i sort my life out and am less afraid and mentally fucked and i hoped that we could be friends when that happened and i was less intense to you but i think you do this shit on purpose to me. it’s not kind. sometimes to be kind you need to tell the truth. you should have just said i need to back off instead of indulging me. i hope i see you again one day but if I don’t, idk. fuark. i love you lots babe but I also hate you and I think both are my fault and you’re just some random person. i’m sorry for not just being funny like you said and making it like this, that’s why i think i need to leave. i don’t want to do this crap again with someone i care about. cya