>>40688820
thank you for all the time and energy you've put into this thread. I've thoroughly enjoyed reading everything.
I've been studying spirituality, philosophy, hermeticism, the occult, everything, for 15 years. The more I learn, the more I realize I know nothing. The more I meditate, the more I realize nothing.
Unfortunately, I recognize all my work and research is elementary, pedestrian, without a guide or teacher that is initiated into a legitimate order. Can you recommend any books or resources that get closest to the "truth" (the least perverted or distorted transmission of how to cultivate oneself and transcend oneself).
I know you already signed off, but hope you reply. Thank you again, much appreciated.