>>40492244
my personality? my mask? the thing I put up to prevent shit like this from happening? I just want somebody I don't wanna have to fake being another person for. I want to be myself, to be able to let my guard down, around somebody.

this girl I was friends with, I though she saw me as a friend. I let my guard down around her, was myself around her. those nights at the park together, talking about random shit like hair and zombies, smoking weed, it was all bullshit. She never saw me as a friend, she wanted something more. God I thought she was different