I became a bit sexualy frustrated with my east european petite wife for last few years as around 30 her libido fell off. Its not a complete sexless marriage but we dont fuck enough for me and Im contantly not fulfilled and horny. Over the time this developed into strong vixen/cuck like attraction for me. IRL I woulmt not want to go all the way down just yet and see her fucked, but I really get hard imagining her getting touched. Secretly I want to see completly different side of her, where she would be open, wild and hungry for another cock. But she is very loyal, vanilla & conservative. She doesnt get why I have such fantasies and its not acceptable for her to even try anything. So Im left just to fantasise and jerk off talking and thinking about it