>>530882012
I'm in a bit of an uncomfortably Everywhere mood because today is the first day of getting my meds back and taking them and I'm annoyed irritated! Because they want me on this new antipsychotic, but when I looked it up, it looks like it'll be the same antipsychotic hell that Seroquel was, along with being super expensive, and having a recent lawsuit for giving breast cancer or something. And I hate that.
I hate that so much and I hate antipsychotics and I already told my psychiatrist I'm not going to take those even though I should but like, no. i also really don't want a New Diagnosis I don't want that I don't want to be schizoaffective if that is real and true but I just won't think about it I shan't think about it. Whatever! Today is happy because I got to send a letter to Riamu and hope it gets read in November! And I got Smart Falcon! It's an idolpilled day! And I have dnd later! So it's all okay!

happiness spiral... begin... i do hope it remains a happiness state throughout the night and despair does not sink it's claws into my intoxicated being

>>527369814
i don't know what this means
>>527369978
hm.
hmmm...

Some people don't even try to hide their disgust when they hear this word.
Because hatred is a natural response from people toward things that they don’t understand,
commanders of the power of curses like me have to have kept a low profile throughout the history of mankind.

It's funny, though.
In a sense, curses are the same as prayers to God
because they all convey people's wishes and desires to a higher power.

Is it wrong to want something?
Is only faith in God right?
What's good and what's bad? And who decides what they are?
So far, no one was able to answer that question for me.
I doubt anyone can.