>try to become an intellectual for 3 days
>wake up with this intense feeling of disgust.

it's too pretentious i can't.

>got tired of cooming.

it almost feels degrading or like weird like why force myself to coom to some shit.

finna take the plunge after 12 years of NEETing and trying to fix it but procrastinating to hit up a psychiatrist. wonderin if i should go to a compassionate comfy milf bitch or a severe looking mid/late 30s male. seems like going for a male to tell it like it is could be good like shock therapy, but im kinda weakened so it could backfire.