i want a boyfriend i can give a blowjob but not really a normal blowjob, just a lazy one. not to say no-effort, but i mean like moderately low intensity. like we're watching a movie or show together and he's reclining back against the back of the bed and my head's on his stomach and ive just got his dick in my mouth, kinda idly. just to have something in my mouth i can suck on during the movie.
nobody is really horny about it and it's not affecting him too much or anything, he probably doesn't even really notice im doing it. it's more for me and my own sake/my own fun/my own desire to have something in my mouth