>>81944698
I went to this church of scotland 1 day because I was that disgusted about being in a SMART meeting drug addiction thing n the difference n how I felt was so amazing nd every1 was so much more welcoming nd not acting like pure junkie bampots byt I felt that guilty bc they were being so nice ti me I thought they've got nae idea why I'm actually here it's just bc am that desperate from how fucked my life is nd am basically a junkie wastrel. Well that was when I was addicted to valiums too. In 2018 or 19. So I never went back there but I always feel much better in a church or a Chapel nd used to go on walks n sit in the graveyard nxt to this church nd it just calms me but ave decided I'm not going bqk until am fully aff everything ie this year am aff diazepams, mostly aff booze, aff nicotine, I been on the lot for several years so it'd quite a big life change. So ave just got opiates left n then I hope a different kinda life possible when am not so focused on material nonsense nd hope that God humbles me cus mt sins is pride n lust n envy nd all of them rly nd being a jakie cunt. Cheers x I going for shower now x