All my life I've wanted to write, make stories, and draw comics, but the motivation to actually go through with it has never really been there for me. I've never completed a multichapter in my entire life and I've never been able to draw a single comic let alone draw much of anything for my whole life. I want to be an artist and do something, but I can't ever seem to make anything. I'm 25 now and I don't want to keep wasting my life doing completely nothing. I can't take the idea that I won't be a creative. It makes me suicidal to think otherwise.
What should I do?