I wanted to roll for the snek, but I'm having second thoughts about it, because at some point I realized all the money I put into gacha in this game is main motivation for playing mahjong. I don't think I even like it anymore. I don't have time for reading books or strategy guides or even watch other people play, I play like a few games now and then, but I don't really have any sense of achievement. I don't have time for improvement. I'll never be a saint.
I did it mostly for fun all this time, I guess I just like gambling in general. Do I need another png in my collection? I'm just gonna play like a retard anyway, so what's the difference what jyanshi I use? So that it keeps me in the game? I put money into it, so I should play it, right?
I'm seriously having thoughts of finally quitting this game. It was fun when it lasted, but now it feels more like a chore.