anyways babe. see you're here. see you're not being kind to me today. hurts badly, about to cry about it i think. your mood changes all the time and i thought we were on the upswing. i know i messed up big the other day but you saw the stress i was under, you know you've been mistreating me, and my apology was sincere. today would be the perfect day to make amends, give my heart some hope. i do love you. i want what's best for you, and i don't know what's wrong with your heart but i do know that's where the problem lies. i can't make you love me, wish i could, i can only try my best and that is what i'm doing. i don't see you doing the same though, not even close. i'm a good man and i would make you happy. if nothing else don't fight my love because i want you to have it, you're adorable and beautiful to me and that's what my heart does naturally. try to do some work, because you're in a bad state, i can sense it, there was truth in my dream this morning, and that's not the person you are. you have faith, you have kindness in you, i know you've defined yourself as something i don't like, but if you'd just look at yourself in the mirror properly i don't think you'd like it either. i know you want to be a mother, you don't want to raise little terrors. this phase is over for you, you've lived it enough, you've had you reckless fun, it's time to grow up and be a woman, and i am the perfect person to help you with that. my wish is for us to be happy together, make it come true for me and you'll wonder why you ever waited.