>>22868772
I think about her a lot. I shouldn't feel this way about her at all. I'm looking for any reason to hate her so I can step away from all this, but nothing ever sticks. She's just too damn lovable. Seeing other people in the community meeting her in person/planning to meet her in person, has caused me to start spiraling. The only thing that would end up working is if she comes out one day and just goes off about how much of a weirdo I am. Put me on full blast like she did to Bong.