>Get involved with someone who treats me like a cheap pump n dump
>"Whatever, it is what it is, I'm getting what I want out of this"
>Slowly grow closer
>Starts confiding in me, tell me things he says he's never told anyone
>"Oh no..."
>I'm like his full on relationship partner like for realsies now
>He's pouring his soul out to me
And I know one day I'm gonna have to break his heart when he finds out I'm just in this for the thrill of it and I'll never be able to provide him with what he needs. I'm not a real person, I'm a fucking mess, I'm a joke, a loser, a dead end, I can't be his partner in life.