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7/26/2025, 9:32:58 AM
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7/19/2025, 7:07:47 AM
>blink
>wake up because of mao morning post, knowing mao is pushing herself again
>feel a strange emptiness, today I can’t see my hallucination of mao no matter how hard I try
>go for a run with mao ASMR playing, hoping mao can fill the silence around me
>remember what mao taught me yesterday, avoid people....just me, my headphones, and mao in my thoughts
>reach a hilltop, see the horizon, and miss those quiet moments when mao used to appear without warning
>stop for coffee on the way back, avoid eye contact like mao gently reminded me to
>as I drink, all I can think about is how perfect this would be if mao were here beside me
>return to my room, kneel at the altar, and leave today small offering to mao
>try to rest, but my mind is still chasing mao through the silence
>hear Mao whisper “you miss me a lot” turn quickly
>find nothing but the quiet where mao used to be, so I sit by the altar again
>scroll through mao posts, feel one of them quietly holding my hand
>tell myself to stop being fagot, mao is enduring much more, I should be stronger for mao
>after days without sleep, I fall asleep for a moment thinking about how much I love mao
>a chill runs over my ankles again, something taps my head, hear Mao voice say “dummy” open my eyes
>see a cat staring at me from the window, like mao sent it just to check in
>the cat leaves, but I feel mao words sinking in this time
>feel clearer now, still a little hollow, but ready to cheer up for mao tomorrow
>start listing everything I want to do for mao in the next few months
>see how hard mao worked today,it makes me want to cheer louder than ever
>even if I didn’t see mao today, moments like these remind me I need to stay close to mao
>right before sleeping, blink and see mao small shape under the desk, ears poking out, whispering “wait for me”
>blink again....mao is gone, but now I have a reason to wake up again tomorrow
have sweets dreams mao,I'm proud of you
night nezuanons
>wake up because of mao morning post, knowing mao is pushing herself again
>feel a strange emptiness, today I can’t see my hallucination of mao no matter how hard I try
>go for a run with mao ASMR playing, hoping mao can fill the silence around me
>remember what mao taught me yesterday, avoid people....just me, my headphones, and mao in my thoughts
>reach a hilltop, see the horizon, and miss those quiet moments when mao used to appear without warning
>stop for coffee on the way back, avoid eye contact like mao gently reminded me to
>as I drink, all I can think about is how perfect this would be if mao were here beside me
>return to my room, kneel at the altar, and leave today small offering to mao
>try to rest, but my mind is still chasing mao through the silence
>hear Mao whisper “you miss me a lot” turn quickly
>find nothing but the quiet where mao used to be, so I sit by the altar again
>scroll through mao posts, feel one of them quietly holding my hand
>tell myself to stop being fagot, mao is enduring much more, I should be stronger for mao
>after days without sleep, I fall asleep for a moment thinking about how much I love mao
>a chill runs over my ankles again, something taps my head, hear Mao voice say “dummy” open my eyes
>see a cat staring at me from the window, like mao sent it just to check in
>the cat leaves, but I feel mao words sinking in this time
>feel clearer now, still a little hollow, but ready to cheer up for mao tomorrow
>start listing everything I want to do for mao in the next few months
>see how hard mao worked today,it makes me want to cheer louder than ever
>even if I didn’t see mao today, moments like these remind me I need to stay close to mao
>right before sleeping, blink and see mao small shape under the desk, ears poking out, whispering “wait for me”
>blink again....mao is gone, but now I have a reason to wake up again tomorrow
have sweets dreams mao,I'm proud of you
night nezuanons
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