>>17753487
>woke up in own frozen blood
Badass and icehockeypilled

>depression
I have a history with therapy. All imaginable kids when I was around 6th grade. That’s when and why they did the second iq test on me. Anyhow, I don’t want to get diagnosed but it would serve me well to know if I’m depressed as that would allow me to narrow down why I feel a lot of the things I feel. I just don’t want that in the system. And I’m sure as shit not taking any neurochemistry altering drugs just to be in a good mood during christmas dinner.

>get frens

Mayhaps the best testament of me probably not actually being a midwit is the, dare I say ingenious, way my subconscious limited my ability to make friends. I used to take active measures to distance myself from people for one reason or another. For one I used to be very extroverted until highschool. Figured speaking so much didn’t really serve me well so I got really quiet. Then, after my the conscious isolationism doctrine, the subconscious took over. And now that I truly wish for friends, wish to live, I’ve been left with no prospects. Moved away to a different country, live alone, know nobody. Prison of my own making.