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You can't fix it. I'm just like you man (roughly). Shit is fucked but it is what it is. It's nothing illegal and I assume it is nothing that you're planning to experience in irl sex so it isn't a problem, except to that you might feel shame. Luckily nobody ever has to know. As long as you don't go full retard with this shit like Armie Hammer and you start bothering people with it it's fine. Don't ever tell a girl or a girlfriend, unless they maybe reveal to you that they fantasize about being an anime girl who gets shot in the head but even then it's tricky.

Try not to jerk off too much so you can still cum to more vanilla shit, if the compulsion to see anime girls shoot themselves gets too strong then it is probably time to take a break from wanking for a couple of days. These things are usually cyclical so you'll go from vanilla to weird shit to vanilla again to weird shit again. You'll probably never stop wanking it to this shit, no matter how many times you say this is the last time, so just accept it. You're not the only one in the world with a weird fetish, there are millions of degenerates out there, a lot of them even worse than you and some of them even act out their horrific fantasies.