so it appears that jews, masons, et al, are aware of what it is, as it was never some secret (though today it is) but do not actually have the spiritual capacity themselves, and must rely on the experiences and accounts of others, and then manufacture an artificial spiritualism from those others accounts, based on what they can best comprehend about them

this is of course 'spiritual semitism', praying to eternal silence because you've either consciously or unconsciously been led astray to act against the interests of your own creators, and therefore are an impediment to them and what theyre doing. their spiritual journey ends here, and they will proceed no further, as they have proven themselves to be a liability to all that is holy, of which plato and pythagoras so regularly spoke.

the story of western religion therefore, is the long frustration of certain elites, who upon joining a newly desegregated classroom and whose teachers had the hopes of equity in the spirit of raising everyone to the highest common denominator, lashed out in their frustration for not having the capacity to grasp of what the higher mysteries preceding them spoke of, and therefore sought to reduce everyone to the lowest common demoninator, themselves, of which they sought to be able to elevate themselves slightly above as everyone else is cemented 'in stone', whereas they are not. so they created their own thing, as a sort of one-upsmanship, but in this process also sabotaged themselves, everyone in the process. jews, and even the elites themselves. the practice has grown so cold, its memetically recreated the story of their hiram abiff dying with all the spiritual secrets before he could tell the next generation what he was doing. and now all spiritual semites are out of the game entirely, whereas literally anybody else can just carry on as their ancestors once did.