Dear God I am so sick of being fat. I've been fluctuating between 120lbs and 145lbs ever since I hit puberty. I've been the same height (5'3) since middle school, and right now I'm BMI 23.91. Inb4 someone feeds me the "you're not fat, you're healthy weight cope" I DON'T CARE. I want to be thin not average or chubby or fat. I can't take it anymore, being fat I mean. I am surrounded by model thin girls, including my own friends, everyday. They're on TV, they're on social media, they're outside, they're in the advertisements. I just want to cut the fat off my body