Had the perfect storm to go full gay on a work trip over 4 nights.

>On a 3 month work trip with a crew of guys
>Have a partner we work with daily
>Mine is openly bi
>He is 6'1, 195lbs, blonde hair, blue eyes, super fit, good looking, confident, all around awesome dude
>I'm 5'8, 150lbs, brown hair, green eyes, super fit, average looking
>Crew showers together so we all know he has a monster cock 8.5 uncut (Someone asked him)
>My gf of 3 years sends me a message breaking up with me out of nowhere
First night
>Drink to take my mind off of it and walk back to the rooms with my work partner
>I'm confiding in him and he says I need a rebound to take my mind off things
>I say "There are no girls around." and he says "You don't need girls to get off."
>Invites me in for a drink....I hesitate but he is insanely charming and I'm lonely and sad
>I think fuck it, this dude is objectively better looking than some of the girls I've fucked, might as well get my dick sucked
>Go in and have a couple drinks and get pretty drunk
>I go to the washroom and when I come out he is laying naked on top of his bed
>Can't help but stare at the biggest cock I've ever seen at full mast laying on his 6 pack
>Pats the bed next to him and tells me to sit
>Finally going to get my dick sucked
>He tells me we are going to play a game
>"You are going to rub lotion all over my cock and then decide if you want to stay."
>Right away I'm thinking he has the wrong idea
>He tells me to hold out my hand....and I do....he squirts a bunch of lotion into it and my face starts burning
>I spent the next 10 minutes rubbing lotion into every inch of his monster cock
>"Play with my balls."
>We make eye contact and my face is burning again
>Slowly rub lotion into each of his huge nuts individually and then cup both together
>When the lotion is all soaked in he says "Do you want to stay or call it a night?"
>"I think I should go to bed."
>Slowly walk back to my room confused
Pic related looks exactly like his cock