>>40695181
Blog post incoming

I struggled with this same issue years ago. I held onto the past and my rage would slowly build as I would pretend that I was fine and slowly my mental health would deteriorate until I had a terrible and violent outburst. It would also manifest in other more dangerous ways. Then I found the occult, psychology and spirituality and learned of spiritual/real transmutation and learned how to address my block and battle it. Despite the reflections and meditations I am still an angry man but learned how to redirect the rage outward into the problems I tackle. Its the teeth that let's me bite and tear. Someone in this thread knows what i mean and will back me up.

You are excrement. You can change yourself into gold