Afro hair is awful I feel like I have a lamb on my head. But I don't have the motor skills to braid.

Being a black woman who isn't a ghettotard sucks

>mixed blackcel zoomette
>brillopad hair
>got yelled at for my mother for washing it because the constant rain was making my straightened hair frizzy
>treated as invisible outside of work where people are forced to interact with me
>not smart enough or strong enough to make it out of retail
Can someone disprove the existence of hell so I can finally kill myself?